So I’ve been trying to create music on the Rav Vast tongue drum, but I just haven’t liked it . I was getting bored with it, and just wasn’t having fun with it anymore. But I still felt this pull to make myself do it anyways- I need to learn this drum, I’ve always wanted one of these, and I’ve just been in a creative funk in all areas. So I didn’t want to give it up. I had been praying about it and really talking to God about it all. And I finally felt like He was encouraging me to stick with it and be faithful to the sound that He had lead me to in this season. So anyways, I got my drum out before bed tonight- (which was way too late- but I had to fit it in somewhere- and I don’t sleep well unless I’ve worshipped and lifted up my voice to The Only One. So I made a song with out words first and felt peaceful. This drum has such a peaceful sound. Then I made another song with just 2 notes- haha. But I really felt like I connected with God and He spoke and Comforted me. I’ve been really crying out for “Help” lately. He basically told me, “Help Is On The Way”.
Last month our Pastor Jeannie Rhodes of Grace & Truth Fellowship was telling the children about a time that she saw an 18 year old boy raised from the dead. She said, “I did all my Doctor things that I could do, and finally I just said, ”Jesus, Help.” And the young man’s heart started up right then he came back from the dead. “
That story really stuck with me and has been rolling around in my head and heart. It reminded me that a simple call for help is sufficient. So I’ve been doing that here and there.
Tonight I’ve been really feeling that I need that help. So I was singing it. And it’s not a very polished song, but “Help Is On The Way” – and I receive it. “I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living.” Psalm 27:13
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